I don't know what it is, maybe because I'm in the magical land of fairies and leprachauns, but I keep having bad nightmares. The other night I woke up screaming, not cool right? This morning I woke up at 8am and regretfully fell back alseep having bad nightmares for like 2 hours straight then waking up at 10am. I find that if I fall back asleep, thats when I usually have the bad dreams, so from now on once I get up I will stay up!
Anyway, how's everyone doin this Saturday? It's inly 6:06am, so I'm guessin most of you are asleep. I'm startin to get real anxious about gettin home. I keep lookn at that photo album that you sent with me Jenn. You don't even know how much I appreciate that. Not only do I show everyone possible all the pictures you have in there, but I myself look at it at least on a daily basis. That picture of you an I lying on mom's bed is my favorite! miss you so much!
I went for another run today, by myself. It was a good one, felt like I ran harder than I have been, so the workout was quite a release. Just before I got back to my room, James Blunt, "So Long Jimmy" started playin. I felt as though I was about to get upset during my room for some reason, but then as I was looking down toward my feet as I was running, I totally felt Jimbo's own two feet runnin right beside me, so from then i just looked up at smiled. When I got back to my room, especially with that specific song playing I got real upset. For the most part I try and think positive even with tears. Today, it was a good cry but man do I miss him. I kept thinkin about his hands and those freckles. I miss 'em. Miss the little things, ya know? Anyway, everytime I go for a run or I'm by myself, I seem to always get into deep thought mode:) lol, and I had a little moment today that I wanted to share with you guys. I hope that you all have a wonderful Saturday Night and send some prayers to help me with my homework, I'm having writer's block!
Love you guys.
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Hi Kels,
We all have those kind of days. I am sure by now you are already thinking of all the good things. I find not going back to sleep in the a.m. is the best way to get past bad dreams. Your time there has gone by so fast, you'll be home and wishing you were back in Ireland before you know it. Have a great rest of the weekend, Nancy
Hey Kelly,
Sorry about your bad dreams. Think good thoughts before you go to sleep. Tell Jimmy to keep the bad dreams away. And remember tears clean the soul. Ask David. I loved those freckles too. And i miss them and his hands and feet. I wish he could qwesse sp? my hand again. Sorry did not mean to bring you down. I know he is smiling down on you and enjoying every experence with you in Ireland, We love and miss you kelly.
God Bless you and We Love you, love Mom
Dear Kel,
Sorry to hear you are having such bad dreams. I know you are thinking about Jimmy a lot while that hurts, it just means he is keeping himself alive in your thoughts. Wish I could be there to give you a hug. Can't wait until you get back! We sure miss you around here! I'll be on vacation when you get back, but I'm looking forward to seeing you.
Love you,
Chrissie
Hi Kelly,
I had a dream about Jimbo last night. I think because I finally got some of those really cool stickers of him. I didn't see him. I just heard him whisper "Aunt Leslie" and I woke up..very strange. So, I got up and walked into the living room where the kids were camping out. You should've seen David, all curled up on the couch. He looked like a little monkey in a tree. :)
As much as we miss Jimbo...we are so lucky to have little David. It helped my down mood so much just looking at him. So happy to hear you're "running hard"!!
I love you KellyBelly!
Aunt Leslie
p.s. Thank you for the post card!! We were so excited to get it!!
oh sweetness...i actually just sat down and read every single blog you have posted. when i read through them i see this movie with you in it and i have like this soundtrack in my head that goes along with this vision of a cute American girl exploring Ireland...im so happy to hear that you are having a good time...i love you kel and i miss you so much...i was just at the family party for your your grandpa and amy and you were surely missed...Logan is huge- hes almost the size of kate. David has stopped ignoring me when i say goodbye and we have progressed to a hug instead of a hi-five...Sarah looks like a cute, yet huge pregnant lady...and your mom still has the cutest laugh i have ever heard...nett looks like she doesn't know what to do with herself when your not there...its actually kinda cute...ok well that was Katie Williams' version of your family update...i miss ya girl and ill try calling you soon...love you
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